Ok so the clock just struck 12pm and it's my birthday - I just turned 32! I usually really get excited about my birthday, but this year for the first time - I'm just not feeling it. It could be the fact that it is the first birthday ever that my mom will be 6322km away or it could be the fact that I am another year older and still no BFP!
Every day I try and tell myself that I will not let this situation and walk of infertility define me - I will remain positive and I will keep my faith, and I will hold on to the prophecy I received about 5 years ago - that my offspring will bare the name of Jesus and impact nations, but its hard - its so hard, not to be negative, and not to think the worst! Even though I hold that prophecy very dear to my heart, I still long and wonder when this will happen! ( I do not doubt that it will happen and I mean that, but I just wonder when!)
Im 32 now and my little heart will just have to wait a little longer for our lulla!
I look forward to what this year ahead brings our family, at the moment I stand at so many different cross roads, with my career, fertility, family....its exciting to see where and what this year will bring. What ever it is I pray for health, love and happiness. For God's protection over my family and friends!
I will keep you posted over the next few weeks as I feel in my heart....things are going to change for the good! Good things are to come....:)
Night world! and as I always say remember that the creator of this universe is besotted with you! xoxo
2 comments:
Happy Birthday !! May you travel a nice road to fulfillment, purpose and Joy.
Thanks to remind us that the cReator of the Universe is besotted with us...
Happy Belated Birthday :-)
Keep the faith and keep believing. May the year ahead hold the key to your dreams xxx
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