All good things come to those who wait .... but this 2ww is hard... so hard!

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for (a baby) and certain of what we do not see (growing in my tummy) – Hebrews 11:1 

Today has been very hard for me, up until now it's been easier to remain positive as we received such positive feedback from Prof re our cycle thus far, but now the waiting 2 weeks for the results, is the hard part - not knowing whats happening in my body and if my babies are truly growing below the heart that pines for them - today I just could not hold it in ...

I was consumed with tears and my faith in this miracle took a huge knock... I guess I am human and having faith means believing with everything in the times when you have doubt everything...

We all lack faith sometimes, and all I can do is take whatever faith that remains within me and give it to God in prayer.... God knows best and He is in control...........

Romans 8:28 - "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." – He loves me. Whatever the circumstances we are going through, He is with us.

Damn this is hard - my heartaches for each and every women who has struggled to have a baby - this journey of infertility is the hardest thing ever - and without God I would be a mess! 

Lord please renew my strength and be with all my cycle buddies who are also battling with this 2WW! 

xxx