As I write this post the tears are rolling down my face -- today we found out that our *lully's* never made it. My blood's came back negative.
I don't really know what to say as I (still) don't know how to feel, this morning I was very strong and kind of relieved that at least we knew a result...but this afternoon reality has set in. I feel like my body has let me down and perhaps its incapable of carrying a baby...it hurts. it hurts alot. Not knowing what will be. This is so hard. Am I strong enough to get through this? Disappointment after disappointment.
It's heart breaking to see how affected your family are by such a disappointment - just seeing them cry breaks my heart - its fine for me to cry but I can't stand to see them so hurt!
We will get through this...I hope.
Although my body has failed me this time...one thing I know is...
"Your love NEVER fails.
There may be pain in the night but joy comes in the morning...
And when the oceans rage i don't have to be afraid because I know you love me...
Your love NEVER fails...no no no never!
The wind is strong and the water's deep
But I'm not alone in these open seas
Cause Your love never fails
The chasm is far too wide
I never thought I'd reach the other side
But Your love never fails
You make all things work together for my good...
I believe this. God mend my broken heart. Please.
5 comments:
I'm so very very very sorry that it didn't work. May you be blessed with the strength and courage needed to get through this most difficult time
xxx
...thanks so much - appreciate the msg! x
Honey I am sending you so much love and strength to get through this. I so wish you could have had a better outcome. But we are thinking of you as you figure out your POA.
I am so, so sorry! It is so hard to deal with this disappointment time and time again, and my heart is hurting for you!
Oh Anita.
I'm so sorry hun! It definitely it the worst feeling in the world.
Will be thinking of you.
xx
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