Sunday, September 5, 2010

I'm standing...

Today I have decided I am not going to give up hope of us having our own baby, I am going to hold onto the promise I received 5 years ago that my offspring (children) will bear the name of Jesus and impact nations. "My offspring" [That which is produced; a child or children; a descendant or descendants, origin; lineage; family.] I will never rule out that adoption could be part of God's plan for us, but I strongly feel I received that prophecy for a reason, it is God's promise for us, He promised me because He knew a time would come that I would feel despondent, and troubled by the circumstances and everything my body has gone through, but He wants me to remember that He has not forgotten me...and He promised that "my offspring" ...and I am not going to let this struggle and journey make that vision blurry.

I'm holding on to that, I am believing, I am trusting for the impossible, my faith will not be shaken "I lift my eyes to the hills, where does my help come from, my help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven & earth" - Psalm 121

I'm standing on His word, standing on His promise....